About the project

This site was made only for people who understand something that others cannot find the words for, or anything to compare it to. It can hardly be put into words: the right words do not exist.

However much you study clinical death and the return from it, anyone who has not been through it will not understand. No consciousness from the ordinary cycle can. This is not said to hurt anyone. It is about qualities: after the experience of returning, nothing of what they were before remains.

More than thirty-five years went into searching for the right words. It does not lose its edge, and it does not go away. There has not been a single day when it was gone. If anything is forgotten, it will be something else, not what is already an inseparable part of the returned.

It is sad, and you feel sorry for those who grow anxious, grope for words that do not really exist, and on top of that fear they will not be believed. The returned are afraid of being taken for idiots. Often they cannot tell even those closest to them: their families may think they have lost their minds.

Many do not tell everything and will never speak of the reasons. The living, who only speculate, still do not know what life is, what it is given for, or what is at the heart of it. But branding you, whispering behind your back, insulting you - that they can do.

The anger here is not at people as such, but at what they do: programs, so-called studies, interviews and shows about clinical death, born of ego and amateurism and made without understanding.

What is needed is real contact, meetings and decisions taken together with those to whom nothing needs to be explained. Such people exist in every country, perhaps in every city. The qualities that remained after the return now stand in the way of ordinary, honest trust. Let them start to come forward.